Thursday, September 13, 2012

Why on earth do I raise support?


A question I am often asked by my close friends is this, “What is it like to raise your own support?”  I chuckle and scratch my head.  Let me give you two responses.

Here’s what I have personally experienced:
“I could never do that.”  “When are you going to get a real job?”  “I hate Bill Bright.”  “I can’t believe you would ask me for money.”  “Why don’t you go with the Baptists?”  “I’m not going to support you, but you could sell rocks and call them prayer rocks.”  “I hate that you raise support.”  “Don’t bother asking them.” 

I have two friends who joined this ministry and one parent threatened to take a gun and shoot the campus director that had challenged her to come on staff.   The other friend’s family disowned her for seven years.  Tears are shed, families divided and rocks are being sold.  Why do I do this?

Asking for money is offensive.  Inviting others to invest in a small piece of what God is doing, is not. 

Currently, I am in another season of support raising.  As difficult as this time is, it is causing me once again to become deeply anchored in Christ and in His provision.  I know that I mentioned the hard comments first, but those comments are NOTHING compared to the team that surrounds me; the team who felt God was leading them to join with me.  Not everyone will want to be a part of the little niche’ of Kingdom building that God has called me to AND THAT IS OKAY!!!! Be BLESSED!  Give to the things that God has uniquely placed in your heart and I will cheer you on in those dreams and visions and desires. 

I want to speak about my supporters.  This is how I feel about you. 

“10 So Joshua fought the Amalekites as Moses had ordered, and Moses, Aaron and Hur went to the top of the hill. 11 As long as Moses held up his hands, the Israelites were winning, but whenever he lowered his hands, the Amalekites were winning. 12 When Moses’ hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him and he sat on it. Aaron and Hur held his hands up—one on one side, one on the other—so that his hands remained steady till sunset. 13 So Joshua overcame the Amalekite army with the sword.”  - Exodus 17:10-13

My God-called supporters hold my hands up when I am tired.  They sacrifice and give for years on end.  Some chose not to give Christmas gifts to their family because they wanted to support me.  One beloved brother gave and gave and gave out of his company fund and cheered me on personally as well.  One family didn’t have groceries and they gave me $100.  My sister sold her class ring and gave me the money so I could pay a bill.  Another supporter has two in college and one in high school, yet they give.  I have a whole Sunday School class who loves me and wants to hear from me often, because their hearts and wallets are invested into Kingdom building and eternity. 

So why do I raise support?  God has called me, yet my supporters are one of the reasons why I continue.  To have accountability, people who love you and want to be a part……it is irreplaceable.  I needed to remind myself of this today when raising support has flattened me on my face this week.  Thank you, Lord for those who give to the Kingdom (not just to me, but to many other needs)…..may you BLESS them with eternal blessings and the opportunity to know you in a deeper way.  I love you all so much.  Thanks for helping me when my arms hurt.

Here are a few more reasons why I raise support.  Every face has a name and a story.

                                         Investing in lives.



                                                                 Staff women who pour out!!



                                             Staff and students trusting God for the homeless!


                                                Seeing our friends on staff celebrate Baptism!

Lindsey going to Sweden long-term!



                                             Praying for Lindsey Lohan to eat!


                                                        Doing life with a team!!!


                                         Being looked at as total looney tunes by praying for people
                                         in Washington Square Park.
 

                                            Weekly meetings where students are hungry for more!


Never once have I ever walked alone


Beth

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Beautiful!! Praying in a gully washer of support for you!!!! xoxoxo
Ami

Anonymous said...

Crying my eyes out again. Love your heart for people and for the Lord.

April said...

Who on earth could hate Bill Bright?? Did Satan say that to you? But seriously, this is encouraging and I can't believe some of the things people have said to you and your friends-but my grandma DOES ask me if I'm ever going to get a real job. And I have gotten the "I'm not going to support you because I hate that you have to raise support." well, ok, thanks...prayer rocks lol.

Beth said...

April - I read your comment wrong first and am cracking up. you said, "prayer rocks lol" and you were referring to my story. Well, I read it and thought that you were saying when people don't want to support you financially they say they will pray for you and your response to them is, "Prayer ROCKS!!!" HAHAHA Cracking up.

kristinwithani said...

I just want to re-post.

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